Negative Thoughs Dumping Ground

LONG TIME DIDNT TOUCH MY COMP LE! hahas. miss it so so much.

monday - i went on my first job @ the esplanade. the whole maths trail only lasted one and a half hours and i get paid $5o for tat. it's really good pay. (: the pple i met there all graduated from RJC. so imagine the pressure i was receiving then. hahas! but they are very gentlemanly, very different from wat i initially tot of RJC pple.

tues - CDP at school and went to do preparation for xmas party at daybreak. i think i've been too close with the kids there till im getting bullied by them. haha. there's this p3 boy called Johnethan who keeps claiming i taught him some dirty things where i didnt tell him anything lor. so bad right! but i like him. haha. cuz he's so adorable! =p another p1 boy called james is very guai, not as naughty as the rest. but still playful. b4 i left, i told him secretly i wan to take photo with him next time i come and he started blushing and walked away when i went closer towards him. hahas.

weds - the start of the ISPCAN Asian Regional Conference on Child Abuse and Neglect. i had to reach super early at suntec convention centre at 7.30am. the rest had to reach much earlier at abt 6 plus lor. hahas. so i was so lucky. anyway, i was super impressed by the quanlity and quantity of food they provided for us. we had 2 tea breaks and a lunch break each n every day. i ate quite a lot on this day. hahas! han ying, wei lin, audrey n me didnt hav much to do at the secretariat room cuz we had to leave most of the job to our seniors, shi jie. so most of the time, sad to say, we were slacking. hahas. felt kinda bad cuz we were being paid $5 each day and we didnt do anything helpful. most of time we jus helped to bring in food frm the buffet tables. it's look as though we were so greedy lor. hahas.

thurs - the day started off with the same stuffs. but funny thing was tat i lost my appetite completely. haha. didnt eat much too. anyway, in the morning at abt 11 plus, i went out of the room, feeling so bored and met with the guys, jasper ee teng and jia yang. so they started teaching me how to walk properly. hmmphhh. some pple think i walk v funnily. :( so im goin to learn how to walk in the right way! yupp. so under the guidance of the guys, i started to walk in a straight line in front of the mirror. hahas. so funny lar. cuz pple kept looking at me. so malu! =p wells. the walking lesson will continue. later we started talking to some pple from yishun FSC and decided to give us the tickets to the conference dinner tat wld be held later at night. a ticket actually costs $100! hahas. we were so so lucky! wei lin managed to get some tickets too. so we left earlier for home to change into some clothes. the guys bought some tshirts at a shop in suntec city. wei lin n i got lost finding the entrance to marina madarian hotel. i was sweating profusely and panicked cuz the guys told me the first dish was serving soon. but guess wad? when we reached the place, we found out tat the guys hadnt even reach the place n they got lost too. hahas! but anyway, we managed to be seated safely at the dinner which was superb! there was performances and one of which was by Hossan Leong. i didnt know he cld sing tat well. i was so memerised by his singing. (: and his jokes were really good! in short, i enjoyed myself at the dinner! it ended aft 10.30pm so my shi jie's finance sent me and jia yang home in his car. he got a lil lost so i reached home kinda late. i was so so so tired when i reached home tat i felt sick. but heng, im alright. (:

fri - the most exciting thing tat happened was tat i had to direct a woman who is a doctor from Bangladesh to the DBS bank at suntec city. being such a sotong, i cldnt exactly find the place and ended up walking to a different place. and anyway, she found the place by herself. im such a disgrace, right? hahas. anyway, when it's finally her turn to see the bank teller, she found out she didnt have her passport with her. so i accompanied to take a taxi back to her hotel and to her hotel room. my shi jies were actually very worried for me cuz it's actually very dangerous for me to accompany a complete stranger to a hotel room. but heng, im alright and the woman was really nice. so i accompanied her back to the bank and back to the conference. b4 we parted, the woman searched her handbag and swiftly fished out a pair of ear rings as a token of appreciation. haha! i was shocked! ermms, ear-rings ehs. hahas. it was an interesting journey with her. (: anyway, the conference ended at abt 1pm. i saw one of the shi jie cried and all of us starting hugging one another. it was really a GREAT success! a delegate frm India even came to thank the volunteers. haha! im really gonna miss them a lot cuz they treat us really really well. we're even allowed to bring home some free goodies. (: i'll be goin to miss the times i had at the conference, esp the pple i have met there. eg han ying, audrey, chen yin, geri, etc!

oya! i went to the World Cyber Games too. the hall is damn big! and the atmosphere was made so intense with the comentators. i met guan yan and yong kian too! (:

oki. im really tired now aft typing such a long long entry.

actually i really dreaded this day or rather this date. months b4, i thought i wld be depressed again and was planning to find pple to keep me company. but luckily, i was alright. things were better than i thought it wld be. the day wld be all over soon. the pain has been diminishing. there're days i still think abt him. but not as often as the past. he's slowly becoming jus a part of my sweet memories. now i finally understand wat it means by time will heal all wounds. so to those who have been hurt by ur loved ones, be strong and led a life afresh. (:

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